看着新闻上说到有很多古建筑或者文物保护建筑“因为影响城市建设“要被推倒，我真的很心痛，浑身都感到痛苦。。。我们的祖先给我们留下多少宝贵的遗产，无论自然或是文化。。。我们或许可以给我们的后代留下一座座类似的冰冷的钢筋水泥，还有一大把钞票。。。然后呢？我感觉我们的城市，我们的文化在被一个个张牙舞爪的挖掘机掏空。。。当明天，我们只能坐在电脑前，浏览各种已成历史的旧照片的时候，我们会后悔为什么当初要破坏那些美丽的建筑，破坏我们的那仅剩下的那一点点审美的享受呢？

可是后悔有什么用呢？

我没有一双强有力的臂膀去阻止什么，我只希望，我的后代们，能够记住我今天的心情，能够记住，今天还有人为倒下去的文化而哀悼。。。

我不忍，但又如何呢？

我们有选择吗？

I do not really like Christmas,since the city will become empty during that time....however,I really need relax after this long semester and prepare for the coming exam period.....ja, this year, I will go to Amsterdam from 25,dec til 28,dec.cool.....hope everyting goes well...just for relaxiation, nothing more.I deserve a good holiday;-)

 

I do not sleep well these days, I don't know why...just wake up around 3 am and can't fall asleep again until manybe 5am...I almost get crazy for my bad sleep...I need more but I can't!!!!!! Maybe I have to be more tired during the day....I have no idea......

ok, every problem is temporary,just like my new phone #, and I hope I can overcome them.....

life is going on.....and fortunately I have some good friends to help me out....nice...tak,everyone!

 

Get ready for the coming holidays and exams as well as the reports!!! WISH A NICE ENDING OF 2005!!!!!

cheers!

xj to xj

not feeling good these days...just a bit tired. what are the reasons for my weary? ja, a lot things happened and made me feel uncomfortable. I am sick about all these issues, and I hope they will pass away as soon as possible. Don't affect my mood and work anymore, hopefully!

 

I need happiness and peaceful life,and anything else is not part of my life!send a to myself!

Tomorrow is another day!!!!!!!!

wooo...get stomachache nu....painful ,really

 

Tomorow night I will show up in a Halloween party in Klubben...cool!!!!It should be a lot of fun!!!

hope so.

and I got a mathes tutor job( tak Stine and Jeppe!!)and  I will meet those 3 students tomorrow..earning money from then on...cool!!!

 

Am I a cool girl?!hehe......come on xiaojing!

 

mommy, I am here, missing u.

when daddy said I am his only hope now, i felt his sadness..

I will let you two be proud of me, and I will bring us good luck.

I realize that only you culd give me pure love and warm in the world, no one can instead of your love!!!!!!your love is the reason of my living in the world....I will be stronger because i promise daddy that I will bring him hope!!!!!

 

But, who will be my hope?  I do not know and I do not wanna know it yet..it is too eraly to know .ja, it is not funny then. 

 

the most sexy thing I can imagine is dancing with girls!not boys...no no no!boys know nothing!

hehe.....that is true!