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    November 13

    接着昨天说

    话说回来,还是欣赏台湾朝着民主方向发展。当初上海发生的案件,为什么就不能一查到底?
    ok. anyway. we have a long way to go.And now, we need a stable environement to boost the economy.
    I hope Obama can bring the world some real goodness,some fresh air.
    US always bring the world big suprise,no matter good or bad.
    But we want the world more diversified.
    I always support chinese and asian cultures to be more wide spreaded.
    Tao and Zen Buddism are my favorate philosphy
    They are fresh air in this world.
     
     
     
    November 12

    有话要说

    那个阿扁阿,实在很会睁眼说瞎话爱,耍猴耍给家里人看阿,就不要让人家天天看你这张凹凸不平的大饼脸嘛!!!纯粹浪费资讯版面和阅读者的心情嘛!!丑人多做怪!!!
    还有那个姓林的,搞什么都不知道,太没有档次了。又老又丑,还要用这招。对小女孩下手,太没种了!!!拖出去斩了,眼不见为净。
     
    还有这个毒那个毒的。建议大家做个大扫除,排毒养颜。
    别再丢人现眼了。
     
    但是,骂归骂,我还是很爱中国的。谁让他永远都这么可爱呢?!
    October 01

    Desert, my dream.(unfinished)

    Every time when I saw the endless desert, there is something deeply touching me.
         Ocean is also endless, also dangerous,
        I would call desert ""ocean of mysteries".
         Sand is solid but it will vanish in hands just like water drift away.
        I see the shine, and the warmth hug me.
    How many stories she has buried underneath?
           Maybe we never have chance to know.
     Can we ?
     
        
    December 19

    when you cry...

    when you cry as you are listening to some sad love songs, repeat several times, then you will stop crying...
      You will get used to it...you get  immunization to your life...
     Insensitivity is blessing...
        try to smile before tears going down again....
    Believe that even you can not see the sunlight now, the Sun is always there in the universe blessing the Earth.
    November 02

    we do life investment here, and you?

    I am trying to apply the option theory in the real life situation. It is an excellent instrument I would like to say.
    About Marriage and Courtship:  Marriage and Courtship is not the same thing. Choosing marriage is like choosing stocks, but courtship is about choosing (call)options. One of the hegding strategies is to have the realative stable or less volatile stocks but combining the high value options with larger volatility. You have the right but not necessary to exercis your options to turn it into the real stocks. And remember for the non-dividend pay call options you do not get better off when you execrise your options early. The only reason you make early exercise decision is that you know it pays large enough "dividend " to you,( dividend is a kind of benefits for holding the stocks ; On the other hand, remember that once the stock pay out too many dividend to you, even we assume you do not pay high tax on that dividend gain, it is not good news: the stock is dying as there is nothing more sustainable value left. It is a suicide behavior. ) 
    So the thing really matters you is to know the Characteristics of your investing objects. Do analyse yourself. In addition, you have to clarify your purpose of having such investments in the first place. People might have different pursuits, but in general term we call it "happiness". So we assume that the goal of our investments is to maximize the "happiness".
    And the last but not least, good luck with your choice. Lucks are something externally given, dont worry too much about it but just know it matters sometimes. 微笑
    Be Brave.太阳
        
    September 13

    Aroma of Darkness...

     I Melt Myself Into Music,
                     Into Colours,
                             Into the Fancy World of  Wine,
                                   Into the Aroma of Darkness....
     At the End of the Infinite,
                           I Dance with You, My Monster...
    June 30

    Graduation!

    I can not believe I just became a Bechelor graduate these days.......Wonderful!
    Send my best regards to everyone! Good luck and good summer!!!!
    Yahoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!
    Skål!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    June 27

    一日一句1

     一头撞到个好男人比撞个电线杆难多了,所以女人们都得踩着高跟鞋,不辞劳苦、高瞻远瞩地找。
    June 21

    全民选秀和全民炒股

    中国人口再一次发挥了全民力量。。。选秀和炒股,真是前仆后继,无边无际。。。。背后的动机或是动力,统而言之名和利也。。。其实并无过错,只是如果过了度,尤其是前者,倒是颇倒人胃口,边际递减的原理,我想主办人应该也懂得的。。。那些漂亮的脸庞,除非真的有天赋,一心要成为影视明星, 不然还不如省下一些扭捏作态的时间,去看看书,充充电。。。如果中国能因为这几年的选秀而成就一个和好莱坞媲美的娱乐帝国,那也算是一种对社会文明的贡献,但希望不是一种牺牲一代霍几代年轻人青春为代价。。。。是热情洋溢还是精神空虚荷尔蒙过度分泌,某一天,历史总会给我们一个判断和交待的。。。
    June 14

    True Romance

    I will have a space trip with my man some day---my new life mission.
    That is one of the most romantic ideas I can imagine so far...
    Everything is possible.
    Boudless life with free soul-sa.
    Universe, just wait us.
    Fantastic!
     
     
     
     
    June 09

    我希望我们的后代不要恨我们

    看着新闻上说到有很多古建筑或者文物保护建筑“因为影响城市建设“要被推倒,我真的很心痛,浑身都感到痛苦。。。我们的祖先给我们留下多少宝贵的遗产,无论自然或是文化。。。我们或许可以给我们的后代留下一座座类似的冰冷的钢筋水泥,还有一大把钞票。。。然后呢?我感觉我们的城市,我们的文化在被一个个张牙舞爪的挖掘机掏空。。。当明天,我们只能坐在电脑前,浏览各种已成历史的旧照片的时候,我们会后悔为什么当初要破坏那些美丽的建筑,破坏我们的那仅剩下的那一点点审美的享受呢?
    可是后悔有什么用呢?
    我没有一双强有力的臂膀去阻止什么,我只希望,我的后代们,能够记住我今天的心情,能够记住,今天还有人为倒下去的文化而哀悼。。。
    我不忍,但又如何呢?
    我们有选择吗?
    June 06

    我服了王小波

    一个有思想,有见地的男人,怎能不讨女人欢心呢?
    May 17

    Ji Jie

    it is the first time I watched this kind of melody competition...Ji jie is the one who touched me...He is cool, He is a Man. I am proud of him.He chose to give up when he won the competition, as he really knows what he wants. He knows what he is doing. He is a King. China needs man like this.Come On, all the MAN! Show your POWER!
    May 11

    戒贪欲,心平气和,和生福。
       
    May 10

    关于贞操2

     觉得那些还在激动无比讨论处女的男人很无聊, 很无能。我崇尚纯真的感情,为此我心甘情愿的付出。男人对女人身体的崇拜无可厚非,但每个人都有自己的审美观,喜欢处女是一种,喜欢成熟女人是另一种。是不是处女只不过是时间问题,其实,要说贞洁,我认为最好是定义为当你和你的男朋友在一起的时候,你不会同时和别人如何如何。爱一个人,是爱她的灵魂,愿意和她分享生活中的甜蜜和哀愁。一个男生,如果没有健康的心态去与女生相处,我想他是不快乐的,而且也会伤害到别人。每个人都有自己的性爱好,本无可厚非,但是口口声声把自己标榜成仁义道德之典范而侮辱他人,实在不见得高明到哪里去。一个没有宽容之心的人,是不愉快的。
    China needs more sex education, not only to have more knowledge about our physical bodies and how to enjoy your sexual relations, but also the psychology side, learn how to love, how to live along with your partners. Let sex become an art in life, an delight entertainment, an lovable touch, why not?
    April 08

    TO MYSELF

    Only 3 weeks left.....have to hurry up for my paper.......no opt out, my student life is a one-way trip....
    After finishing this paper, I will reconsider my life.....I will definitly go to some temple this summer...I need guidelines, I need my compass....I need Jack Sparrow come back! Life will get better, I promise, I will not give up my dreams, I will continue my fantacy! CATA, I TRUST YOUR POWER!
    March 31

    TO NO ONE , NOTHING, NOWHERE

    I CRY FOR MAN,
           AT MOST 1 LITER.
            WHEN THE LAST DROP OF TEAR COMES OUT,
               DONE.
     I SWEAR.
              
          I PLAN TO BE A STRIPPER LATER,
               HAVE A CRAZY BAR,
                ENJOY CRAZY BEAUTIFUL FREAKY PEOPLE.
     
               OR I COULD BE A NUN,
               KEEP AWAY FROM MAN.
              ONLY WITH BUDDA.
     
              IF I DIE, I DO NOT WANNA GO TO ANY FORM OF WORLD,
             I DO NOT KNOW NOTHING, I DO NOT WANT TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING. THERE IS NO EASY WAY TO BE ANY CREATURE.
     
               MOST OF PEOPLE LIE FOR SOME REASONS...BUT THERE ARE SOME SMARTER PEOPLE, THEY HIDE INSTEAD OF LIE.
                    THE THING THEY HIDE IS CALLED SECRET. ONLY GOD AND YOUSELF KNOW IT. IT IS ONLY YOUR OWN SHIT.
                        NO CONFESSION. 
     
                           
                 MAYBE YOU WONDER WHY I AM COLD,
              REMEMBER THE TEARS ARE WARM,
               AS THEY TAKE AWAY ALL THE WARMTH FROM MY SOUL,
                  NOTHING WILL BE LEFT.
                  
        I AM SURE YOU WILL CONTINUE YOUR SUNSHINE LIFE,
                     YOU ARE A RICH MAN, YOU HAVE EVERYTHING, EXCEPT ME.
                      
                    I AM A CAT, NOT DOG.
                      AND
                    I AM A WOMAN.
     
               
                            
                      
             
                   
              
                
                  
                   
                
     
                  
    March 24

    Perfect Love

    What is PERFECT?
    What is LOVE?
    And what is PERFECT LOVE?
     
    I just realize that Love is not only a substance but also a process. You can feel how it is around you, sweet, spicy, sour, or bitter or unknown...and you also know when it happens, the first time you meet this person, three monthes later or even longer? I am not sure if there is a model for love, like some kind of curve with different slopes and maybe you have to find out where is the turning point, if it is maxium point of minimum , or, more precisly, it is a time series problem....Poetry is an art of mathmatics, so is love.
     
    I like using taste to describe my feelings on something, but now I found out that smell or aroma is also a good way of expression. It is more ambiguous than taste but this is also an essential property of love. Aroma of darkness, you can not see,you can not hear, you do not know where it comes from, you just know there is something around you, it is even difficult to give a straight response to it....it is there, but..wait a second, hmm, I am not really sure.....it is not stable coz it is not so chaseable...But your curiousity arise and you do not want to lose the clue of the mystery....You are flying, you are running, following something you believe its existence...you also believe that your sense of smell does not betray you...you call it Intuition...you are cerntain on the uncertainess...and you like it.
     
    For some people, love is something specific, in terms of time, place, and person. Others view love more like a concept in life. They want to understand and explain this concept from different experiences or sources.  Some people asked me: why love is painful but previously it was so sweet? Is my love gone? My answer is: love is how it is, you are experiencing it, you are there with it...The sense of love is never gone, think about sky, no matter how it is, blue, clear or grey,gloomy, you are still under its covery.
     
    I wrote something called: Love is an ability. Some day I will share with people, and hopefully it gives some thoughts about this classical topic and also helps someone on this small planet.
     
    The last point I want to say here is, no matter how often I mention about LOVE, it is not the only thing in life, and it is not the final goal of life. I said earlier, happiness is the pursuit and love is one part of it.
     
    Enjoy your life, it is a mess fantacy.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    February 20

    电台情歌(未完式)

    电台里的情歌播不停,
        24 小时,演绎初恋, 热恋,争吵,受伤,分手,徘徊
           无论怎样,
             爱情永远是主打。。
        
                 
           
          
    February 14

    原来

    原来,最难受的感受,是没有感受。。。
      原来,分手也未必是爱的末路结果,完全抹去记忆中的你我,才是解脱。。。
         原来时间是宇宙最神奇的花朵,
               原来, 爱得平淡,才会在转身的那一刻,得到惊喜收获。。。
                   原来,我这么爱你,
                      原来,你也这么爱着我。。。
                         原来,情人节很快乐...